“The meaning of the river flowing is not that all things are changing so that we cannot encounter them twice, but that some things stay the same only by changing.”

- Call Me By Your Name

It’s been one of his most central themes. Ever since he took control of himself, his mind, his life, there echoed one thought - Change. Because for a long time, he stayed inside a bubble he so desperately wanted to break through. And now he has. He has his own voice. His own image, on his terms. Just what he wanted and needed :)

But one must respect instinct when in pursuit of something they have not had before. The unknown calls for unknown measures, and Instinct gives you a sense of security, guides you along, to ensure you don’t take unnecessary risks. That’s the key.

And that, will be my resolution. To explore. But with a mind.

Because nothing comes too easily when joy is dangerous.

x8c